&beautiful breakdown.
1 minute to 12.
1 minute to tomorrow.
1 minute to 30th March.
1 minute to another sad day.
Am talking to nisa, and we're feeling the same. We have the same things (almost) happening to us. That's what you call bestfriends. And yes, no use holding on cause really, life goes on.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
&never like that.
&never like that.
To _ _ _ _ _ _:
I knew it. You'll never change. Never. Ever. Your selfish acts are always hurting your close ones but you still choose to stay the same way. And what's with apologizing when you still do the same kind of gay & hurtful things behind their backs? People may believe you once, twice, but never will there be a third time. You never think of the consequences and are always acting like you are the super demon who really knows everything and everything you do is definitely right. You never bothered, never tried finding out why people are starting to walk away from you, did you? Please, learn to treasure and be true. You are always wasting their love and time. Always. Stop being sinful, you can't afford to disappoint anyone anymore, you've already did so many times before.
To _ _ _ _ _ _:
I knew it. You'll never change. Never. Ever. Your selfish acts are always hurting your close ones but you still choose to stay the same way. And what's with apologizing when you still do the same kind of gay & hurtful things behind their backs? People may believe you once, twice, but never will there be a third time. You never think of the consequences and are always acting like you are the super demon who really knows everything and everything you do is definitely right. You never bothered, never tried finding out why people are starting to walk away from you, did you? Please, learn to treasure and be true. You are always wasting their love and time. Always. Stop being sinful, you can't afford to disappoint anyone anymore, you've already did so many times before.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
&you go on forever.
&you go on forever.
Got back our chinese oral marks today, I got a four word comment from mr ang: MEI2 YOU3 LI3 MAO4. whatthefuck hahaha.
Okay this was what happened:
I was walking towards the seat.
MA: Zao3.
Me: huh? (I couldn't hear him he was mumbling or smth)
MA: Zaoooooooooooooooooo. -pissed off look.
...
Okay anyway, went to bartley sec today for the NE board game thing. Tiffany&co. won :D And yucheong's friend is weird, and funny o.O Yupp. Okay go do hwk and sleep bye!
Got back our chinese oral marks today, I got a four word comment from mr ang: MEI2 YOU3 LI3 MAO4. whatthefuck hahaha.
Okay this was what happened:
I was walking towards the seat.
MA: Zao3.
Me: huh? (I couldn't hear him he was mumbling or smth)
MA: Zaoooooooooooooooooo. -pissed off look.
...
Okay anyway, went to bartley sec today for the NE board game thing. Tiffany&co. won :D And yucheong's friend is weird, and funny o.O Yupp. Okay go do hwk and sleep bye!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
&look at the sky, think hard.
&look at the sky, think hard.
I am sooooo gonna sleep before 10 tonight :D
Another thing,
TOBBY IS A BITCH.
Life goes on! (:
I am sooooo gonna sleep before 10 tonight :D
Another thing,
TOBBY IS A BITCH.
Life goes on! (:
Monday, March 24, 2008
&revenge is sweet.
&revenge is sweet.
I lost my faith when I hit reality.
I lost my faith when I hit reality.
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love, love
Pretty girl, pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he's in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love, love
Sunday, March 23, 2008
&you are coming back again.
&you are coming back again.
Hokay thailand trip post is doneeee :D
March holidays are over and it's already a week since school starts. Tuesday almost the whole class had detention together cause we did not go for amaths ssp during the holidays, oh well.
Yesterday was good friday and I went out with Charlene to cine for movie. We watched Sky of Love and it was so goddamn nice and touching so many people were crying in the cinema including us. So people go watch it and cry alright~ After that we walked around and yeah baby we ate icecream. Oh lovelovelove. Then ho hmm we went back to cine to find JJ&co and I presented my flower to JJ who rejected it so I then gave it to Allen ahha.
Then we went to eat and stuff and went home and I went to the ktv and kkbyebye.
Hokay thailand trip post is doneeee :D
March holidays are over and it's already a week since school starts. Tuesday almost the whole class had detention together cause we did not go for amaths ssp during the holidays, oh well.
Yesterday was good friday and I went out with Charlene to cine for movie. We watched Sky of Love and it was so goddamn nice and touching so many people were crying in the cinema including us. So people go watch it and cry alright~ After that we walked around and yeah baby we ate icecream. Oh lovelovelove. Then ho hmm we went back to cine to find JJ&co and I presented my flower to JJ who rejected it so I then gave it to Allen ahha.
Then we went to eat and stuff and went home and I went to the ktv and kkbyebye.
&crush with your girl.
&crush with your girl.
Look nisa I am updating. I didn't know that my last post was 11 March which is like 11 days ago haha ohmy how can I not update for more than a week! But oh well I shall post about my thailand trip first. Actually I already typed everything out but just didn't post it up so I'll just copy and paste everything here.
Am back from Thailand! I am sooooo tired I can sleep for 3 days straight, gahhhhh. But quite an experience cause now I know the pain for shopping for 4 days STRAIGHT!
I sorta like the hotel we stayed in cause it's just next to the mall! whoopee so you now know how much time we did not waste on traveling to the mall. And and, there's swensons next to our hotel. Oh lovelovelove I've been bugging mommy and daddy for swensons the few days before we went and tadaa there it is, just beside our hotel. It's so superrrr cheap somemore, so so worth it I must say. We ate the fondue too, yum yum..
But the weather there is so freaking hot! Like really, you can't stop perspiring non-stop. And obviously we didn't just go to the fashion mall just next to the hotel right. We walked to other malls and it was so goddamn tiring though the malls weren't very far away. Sometimes we just gave up and took a cab there. Oh taking taxi there is scary I must say.. The drivers (mostly) are so pervertic and they will keep looking at you through the mirror like as if we can't see oh helll.
Oh yea we went for the thai oil massage which was pretty good, although it doesn't help much. But we had to take off everythinggggg and just cover ourselves with a pathetic piece of towel each where she will just simply lift it up anytime sheesh. I felt so molested but oh wells it's already over and I can't do anything anymore and I still quite enjoyed the massage and I... whatever.
The people there are quite pathetic I think. There are beggers like everywhere on the streets. The youngest I saw was like around 4 year old and the oldest was 80 plus. How sad isn't it. Oh well. Hmm I like the stalls by the roadside it felt so warm and happy although it was soooo hot and people were squeezing here and there. But the food there sucks. All their food seem to have the need to taste sweet. Even their lime juice which is supposed to be sour tasted sweet! Their food tasted really disgusting you've got to believe me. Gaaaaah maybe it's just me (and my family).
Okay and the traffic there is really really scary. The car lanes are definitely not sorted out properly cause cars were facing each other on the SAME lane, if you get what I mean. And when we cross the road we must dash out very quickly but yeah the drivers there are really so skillful you won't get knocked down so easily.
Ho hmm, then daddy ordered cosmopolilan for me in a cafe or something. I drank half a cup and dang, my face became so red, but no I wasn't drunk. So I gave the rest of the cocktail to my dad and went shopping which was a much better choice than getting my face to be redder right. Then at night we went back to the hotel and we ordered our dinner from the room service. I ate my dinner with my bacardi and gaahh it wasn't even half the bottle and my face became red again. Why am I so lousy I took the genes from my mommy why not daddy whyyyyyy~. Sister kept saying that I was drunk but I WASN'T I am pretty sure I wasn't cause I still had a very very clear state of mind of what I was doing/thinking although I kept laughing but noooo.
Gah.
Look nisa I am updating. I didn't know that my last post was 11 March which is like 11 days ago haha ohmy how can I not update for more than a week! But oh well I shall post about my thailand trip first. Actually I already typed everything out but just didn't post it up so I'll just copy and paste everything here.
Am back from Thailand! I am sooooo tired I can sleep for 3 days straight, gahhhhh. But quite an experience cause now I know the pain for shopping for 4 days STRAIGHT!
I sorta like the hotel we stayed in cause it's just next to the mall! whoopee so you now know how much time we did not waste on traveling to the mall. And and, there's swensons next to our hotel. Oh lovelovelove I've been bugging mommy and daddy for swensons the few days before we went and tadaa there it is, just beside our hotel. It's so superrrr cheap somemore, so so worth it I must say. We ate the fondue too, yum yum..
But the weather there is so freaking hot! Like really, you can't stop perspiring non-stop. And obviously we didn't just go to the fashion mall just next to the hotel right. We walked to other malls and it was so goddamn tiring though the malls weren't very far away. Sometimes we just gave up and took a cab there. Oh taking taxi there is scary I must say.. The drivers (mostly) are so pervertic and they will keep looking at you through the mirror like as if we can't see oh helll.
Oh yea we went for the thai oil massage which was pretty good, although it doesn't help much. But we had to take off everythinggggg and just cover ourselves with a pathetic piece of towel each where she will just simply lift it up anytime sheesh. I felt so molested but oh wells it's already over and I can't do anything anymore and I still quite enjoyed the massage and I... whatever.
The people there are quite pathetic I think. There are beggers like everywhere on the streets. The youngest I saw was like around 4 year old and the oldest was 80 plus. How sad isn't it. Oh well. Hmm I like the stalls by the roadside it felt so warm and happy although it was soooo hot and people were squeezing here and there. But the food there sucks. All their food seem to have the need to taste sweet. Even their lime juice which is supposed to be sour tasted sweet! Their food tasted really disgusting you've got to believe me. Gaaaaah maybe it's just me (and my family).
Okay and the traffic there is really really scary. The car lanes are definitely not sorted out properly cause cars were facing each other on the SAME lane, if you get what I mean. And when we cross the road we must dash out very quickly but yeah the drivers there are really so skillful you won't get knocked down so easily.
Ho hmm, then daddy ordered cosmopolilan for me in a cafe or something. I drank half a cup and dang, my face became so red, but no I wasn't drunk. So I gave the rest of the cocktail to my dad and went shopping which was a much better choice than getting my face to be redder right. Then at night we went back to the hotel and we ordered our dinner from the room service. I ate my dinner with my bacardi and gaahh it wasn't even half the bottle and my face became red again. Why am I so lousy I took the genes from my mommy why not daddy whyyyyyy~. Sister kept saying that I was drunk but I WASN'T I am pretty sure I wasn't cause I still had a very very clear state of mind of what I was doing/thinking although I kept laughing but noooo.
Gah.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
&the stars are jealous of my shine.
&the stars are jealous of my shine.
"I walk down the memory lane, I'm fighting with myself, trying to get you out of my head. But I'm hanging on every word you said."
"I walk down the memory lane, I'm fighting with myself, trying to get you out of my head. But I'm hanging on every word you said."Tuesday, March 11, 2008
&looking at your texts.
&looking at your texts.
It's 2.49am, it's 11 March.
I needa go back to school later.
I've got to pretend and smile.
Everything is so fucked up.
But everyone else is happy.
People like you are everywhere.
Why.
talk to me.
It's 2.49am, it's 11 March.
I needa go back to school later.
I've got to pretend and smile.
Everything is so fucked up.
But everyone else is happy.
People like you are everywhere.
Why.
talk to me.
&follow the wrong star.
&follow the wrong star.
Had my chinese oral today which was pretty much screwed up. I stoned for quite some time during the conversation part like seriously I couldn't think of anything that is sensible enough for an oral exam and in the end I managed to crap abit but I am still screwed. Keying waited for me after her oral for around 1 hour plus (lurbxz lurbxz) cause her turn was before me so yeah.
Before the oral was amaths ssp and I seriously catch no ballzzz. Okay screw that there's still amaths ssp tomorrow at 1 which means after my english oral at 7 45 I have to wait for sucha long time before the ssp starts. Why is everything sucha bitch. If my oral finishes at before 9 which is definitely possible I have to wait for like 2 hours dang. ):
Had my chinese oral today which was pretty much screwed up. I stoned for quite some time during the conversation part like seriously I couldn't think of anything that is sensible enough for an oral exam and in the end I managed to crap abit but I am still screwed. Keying waited for me after her oral for around 1 hour plus (lurbxz lurbxz) cause her turn was before me so yeah.
Before the oral was amaths ssp and I seriously catch no ballzzz. Okay screw that there's still amaths ssp tomorrow at 1 which means after my english oral at 7 45 I have to wait for sucha long time before the ssp starts. Why is everything sucha bitch. If my oral finishes at before 9 which is definitely possible I have to wait for like 2 hours dang. ):
Monday, March 10, 2008
&tell me it's true.
&tell me it's true.
Was out with Charlene yesterday and yeah left house at 3 when we were supposed to meet at 3 but who cares, both of us were late anyway (: Trained down to CQ and got very hungry so we went around the mall there and bought so many things to eat we became super full after that but it was so worth it, I think.
Byebye I donte want to write anymore..
Was out with Charlene yesterday and yeah left house at 3 when we were supposed to meet at 3 but who cares, both of us were late anyway (: Trained down to CQ and got very hungry so we went around the mall there and bought so many things to eat we became super full after that but it was so worth it, I think.
Byebye I donte want to write anymore..
Saturday, March 08, 2008
&help me say the words out loud.
&help me say the words out loud.
It's finally the holidays I can't express my joy haha no more school no more forcing of myself to wake up in the morning no more staying back but tsk there's still homework. English homework is like half of the total amount of homework already how dumb can that be. Okay this is getting nowhere I'm so bored and hungry bye!
I donte know why I trusted you but Iknew thought that I could.
It's finally the holidays I can't express my joy haha no more school no more forcing of myself to wake up in the morning no more staying back but tsk there's still homework. English homework is like half of the total amount of homework already how dumb can that be. Okay this is getting nowhere I'm so bored and hungry bye!
I donte know why I trusted you but I
Sunday, March 02, 2008
&stop there, look back.
&stop there, look back.
It's the start of a new month. I'd better start studying and not waste any more time cause apparently two months had already passed and I feel so unaccomplished I didn't do well for my tests I'm not studying hard enough and I'm wasting my time away every day oh no this is so bad.
I failed my chinese test so so badly and I feel so unprepared to take the chinese Os this year tsk I am not going to let myself fail the next chinese test which is like on next monday? Got to at least pass la 51 marks i also happy well at least there's improvement? O.O......
I feel that I am always looking forward to weekends cause that's the only time I can stop worrying about homework and school but that ain't good cause I'll always leave my homework till sunday night which is soooo not right. But I am so happy cause I came home yesterday with the temptation to do my homework okay that's weird something is wrong with me but that's not a bad thing isn't it. I am happy cause I've got half of my homework done but come to think of it now it wasn't really alot oh wells.
I just visited Jasmine's blog and read her post and I suddenly remember the last day of school where 2e2 hugged each other and cried like fuck. It was approximately 4-5 months ago and that's really fast it really felt like it just happened yesterday. I donte like the way things are moving on so quickly this year it really... sucks.
It's the start of a new month. I'd better start studying and not waste any more time cause apparently two months had already passed and I feel so unaccomplished I didn't do well for my tests I'm not studying hard enough and I'm wasting my time away every day oh no this is so bad.
I failed my chinese test so so badly and I feel so unprepared to take the chinese Os this year tsk I am not going to let myself fail the next chinese test which is like on next monday? Got to at least pass la 51 marks i also happy well at least there's improvement? O.O......
I feel that I am always looking forward to weekends cause that's the only time I can stop worrying about homework and school but that ain't good cause I'll always leave my homework till sunday night which is soooo not right. But I am so happy cause I came home yesterday with the temptation to do my homework okay that's weird something is wrong with me but that's not a bad thing isn't it. I am happy cause I've got half of my homework done but come to think of it now it wasn't really alot oh wells.
I just visited Jasmine's blog and read her post and I suddenly remember the last day of school where 2e2 hugged each other and cried like fuck. It was approximately 4-5 months ago and that's really fast it really felt like it just happened yesterday. I donte like the way things are moving on so quickly this year it really... sucks.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
&the forgeries of jealousy.
&the forgeries of jealousy.
It's 29 February! (:
Hmm, so it'll be another 4 years, which is the year 2012 for another 29 Feb. Hah.
Today had Amaths test and my SS retest. Amaths test was still okay I hope and I managed to finish my SS test haha was so happy but I was seriously rushing like crazy during the test cause I was only left with 15 minutes for the essay. Ohwells but I managed to finish in the end and I'm happy and that's all that matters.
This whole week is full of tests it's so tiring and all. Monday was SS test but I wasn't in school, Wednesday was the Chem test, Thursday was History and today was Amaths and my SS. But nehmind, "make a heaven of hell" huh, ohwell. And I think there'll be three tests next week ):
And tomorrow's finally the first Saturday I can sleep without having to put any alarm I am soooo happy I hope I'll just die in my sleep kkbye.
It's 29 February! (:
Hmm, so it'll be another 4 years, which is the year 2012 for another 29 Feb. Hah.
Today had Amaths test and my SS retest. Amaths test was still okay I hope and I managed to finish my SS test haha was so happy but I was seriously rushing like crazy during the test cause I was only left with 15 minutes for the essay. Ohwells but I managed to finish in the end and I'm happy and that's all that matters.
This whole week is full of tests it's so tiring and all. Monday was SS test but I wasn't in school, Wednesday was the Chem test, Thursday was History and today was Amaths and my SS. But nehmind, "make a heaven of hell" huh, ohwell. And I think there'll be three tests next week ):
And tomorrow's finally the first Saturday I can sleep without having to put any alarm I am soooo happy I hope I'll just die in my sleep kkbye.
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