&stop there, look back.

&stop there, look back.

It's the start of a new month. I'd better start studying and not waste any more time cause apparently two months had already passed and I feel so unaccomplished I didn't do well for my tests I'm not studying hard enough and I'm wasting my time away every day oh no this is so bad.

I failed my chinese test so so badly and I feel so unprepared to take the chinese Os this year tsk I am not going to let myself fail the next chinese test which is like on next monday? Got to at least pass la 51 marks i also happy well at least there's improvement? O.O......

I feel that I am always looking forward to weekends cause that's the only time I can stop worrying about homework and school but that ain't good cause I'll always leave my homework till sunday night which is soooo not right. But I am so happy cause I came home yesterday with the temptation to do my homework okay that's weird something is wrong with me but that's not a bad thing isn't it. I am happy cause I've got half of my homework done but come to think of it now it wasn't really alot oh wells.

I just visited Jasmine's blog and read her post and I suddenly remember the last day of school where 2e2 hugged each other and cried like fuck. It was approximately 4-5 months ago and that's really fast it really felt like it just happened yesterday. I donte like the way things are moving on so quickly this year it really... sucks.